October 2004 Archives

[ October 24, 2004 ]

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Welcome to wedding hell. Not one, but TWO being planned.
I don't think i'll be visiting sydney much over the next few months...it's just too much.
Don't get me started on how much money this is all costing....it's just so stupid. Over $10,000 on one day....why not just put a deposit on a house?

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[ October 14, 2004 ]

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[ October 13, 2004 ]

Lisa, Ami and i went walking this morning at about 6:30am. It was nice, ocean views, warm sun and a slight breeze. Now it's just f-ing hot. Luckily i was able to escape to the air-conditioned library. I am meant to be in Life Drawing at the moment but i've decided to withdraw. I've also decided to withdraw from my theory and general drawing classes. If i don't withdraw i will fail. Have a withdraw on your record is much better then a fail.

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[ October 07, 2004 ]

change is a bit scary but i think the opportunity to change is a bit worse. if something just changes then it's done, you just have to deal with it. but if someone gives you an oppotunity to change something in your life then you have all the if's and but's etc in your mind to deal with. it just get's complicated until you are finally resolved about the idea...unless you're like me and just as you've accepted it you start thinking about the negative side.

it's hard to know where you want to go in a situation when others around you aren't voicing their opinions and feelings. if they are just going along with everything. are they going along because they are happy with it or just because it's convenient?
if you were a vegetarian, stuck out in the...ocean...on a raft, about to die of starvation, and the only thing to eat was fish, then you would eat it. not because you wanted to, but because you had to. there was no other options and the fish was conveniently there for you to eat.

erin [01:14 PM] Comments (0)