i've been going through editing my long posts so the entire thing isn't shown on the main page...but i've noticed that there's no obvious link to the rest of the entry.... you can click on the time at the bass of the entry but not everyone knows to do that..... is there something i'm missing?

there's so much stuff on my desk....i don't know how it all get's here.
There's computer labels (a box of 2500 - anyone want some?), a tie, an empty glass, a pen that doesn't work properly, a gowings card, a toy soldier, a note to call someone, floppy disks, a coaster from customs house, a gateway idol flyer, a poem by shanna, post-it notes, a lesbian roadside assistance card from howie, my old hornsby world of fitness card, simeon's business card, a northern star hotel card, spotlight vip club card, a timezone card, a moshtix moshcard, a flybuys card, a nice expensive looking pen, a hornsby library card, nic's business card, claire's business card, video ezy card, netbank info card, notes from art theory, amanda's business card, a tape measure, a few cds, a german phrasebook, a black sabbath record, some studs, a chain, a digital camera, a sheriff badge, a conatiner of beads, a mouse wheel, a clay mackett, an empty glass bottle, an exhibtion catalog, a space spark gun, a ruler, a lighter, a plastic shot glass, some batteries......and some other random stuff.....

my friend judith is having a baby soon (which will be very cute indeed) and they have a blog

so that's it. i went....it happened.....it's over. we met at 5:30pm at a little cafe on beaumont st, made scattered polite conversation for about 40mins until she said 'i have about one cup of tea left in this pot, that gives you about 20mins to start talking, after that, i'm going'.

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this afternoon i am meeting up with someone i have been 'seeing' in a 'semi relationship but not' sort of way. it's been going on for just over two months.

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My bed was so nice and cosy this morning i didn't make it out in time to get to tafe. My alarm went off at 7:50am but i kept pressing the snooze button and then eventually just turned it off completely. Between that time and when i woke up an hour later i had a strange dream where i had to go to central train station - which looked more like the airport then the station. I had to go because dad was getting a train to somewhere and well...i don't know exactly why i had to meet him there but i did. It was early too, around 8am. So i get there and meet him and then Nana is there too. We wander around for a while and then i ask dad what time his train is and he says '2pm'. Now i'm thinking to myself, why the hell did we have to be there at 8am if the train is at 2pm? Then suddenly i'vegone from being with my dad and nana to being in a shoe store with a version of a girl from tafe, tania, who is looking for shoes in a large size but is having trouble finding them. At this stage i hear cuz's voice and i open my eyes and he is standing at the door. he said 'are you going to tafe? it's 9am' and i said '...umm...i don't know if i have class or not' so he left and i snuggled back into bed for a while. I was worred for a while that i might have had an assessment at 9am but i smsed someone from class and she said it wasn't on the assessment calendar and she wasn't going, so i have decided not to go. Even if i left now i'd be an hour late....
On a completely different topic...I've been spending a far amont of time with a girl during the last few months. It's been nice most of the time but sometimes we both need space and then it's kind of shit for a few days. In the begining the days when we had space weren't as bad, but they have progressively gotten worse. There seems to be certain rules in the relationship (not that we are calling it one) that apply to me and not her, and she says she feels one way about something but acts on it differently. The last couple of days have been 'space' days, and i have enforced these days, two weeks ago i had a 'space' week which was the longest 'space' we'd had. I guess I've been starting to wonder whether it would be better just to be friends with her and not have to worry about rules, moods, and 'space'. I was going to talk to her about it last night. She had come to pick up some of her cds and to use my computer. That was all fine. She came in here and went online and i feel asleep in the loungeroom. about one or two hours later she came into the loungeroom and there was general chitter chatter between her, myself and one of my housemates. Then, all of a sudden, she gets up, puts her shoes on, grabs her stuff and leaves........ without saying anything. Usually if she was annoyed with me she would at least say goodbye to my housemates.....but nothing..... I don't understand women. Sometimes they are great but most of time they hurt my head.

Last night i went to the Q Carnival at Morrow Park Bowlo. Amanda and i got there at about 5/6ish and listened to some pretty good acoustic type music, including stuff by my friend Shana. After a while Kim and Cuz got there so it was a quaint little house excursion. A few more people played music - libby and rachel, Ericka's Jive, Bitchcraft and Amathyst. They were all pretty good. The lead singer of Bitchcraft, Sim, had a top on that matched my underwear so after the show Cuz and i went and showed her. We got a photo of the matching attire and then Sim showed us her underwear - we got a photo of that too.


After the bands had played a Dj stepped up and played some. My friend Astrid and i got into a balloon war which ended in me having a bleeding lip. it was all a bit hardcore. chicks dig scars.

We left Morrow Park Bowlo and headed across a field and up the road to the gateway hotel. Hung out there until about 3ish playing with those spinning top things you get in chip packets.
today i slept till 2ish.....went to beaumont st to get some grocery items....came home...cooked *rice* and made special snack rice....had a nap......and that pretty much it.

Ryan, you will have to come up for some rice cooking. It's brilliant.