I was having a really nice day until ten minutes ago. Now i've gone all angsty. It's bad. I feel uneasy and sick.
i don't understand how people can be completely fine one day and then really detatched the next. Actually i can, but it's still strange and still annoys me. Why bother making any effort with anyone if you're going to be treated like an odd sock. I don't think it's intentional but that doesn't mean that we all shouldn't attempt to be nice. I respect my friends, and their feelings, so if they are having a shitty day i'd rather they say 'i'm having a shitty day' then just act cold. At least then i'd know it wasn't something i'd done that has made them feel bad. That's the last thing i'd ever want to do to anyone.
I'm ranting. That's how much i'm annoyed.
I need to go lay down and nap. i shouldn't really because i have tafe work to do.
people. blah.
if people weren't mostly nice then i'd become a hermit.