last nigth i went to bed at 10:30pm. i tossed and turned for what i thoguth was all night. i woke up....it looked and sounded like it could be 6am, but when i looked at my phone i found that it was 2am. I lay back down for a little while but can't get back to sleep... i decided to write a letter to a friend to try and make myself sleepy. an hour passes, four pages (small) later i am still wide awake. i lay for a little while longer. I thought maybe i couldn't sleep because i had something to discuss with Natalie....so i wrote her a letter too... that didn't take long... i looked around at the loungeroom, very messy, i decided to tidy... i cleaned up for an hour or so.... or mayeb two hours... i was going pretty slowly... i went to the kitchen, it was suddenly 5am, as i was walking back to the loungeroom i saw that natalie had woken up and come out to see where i was. i asked her if she'd read the letter (i'd slid it under her door) she said yes and said that she'd talk to me about it. we talked about it, calmly. first calm discussion in weeks. it was nice. we talked for about an hour and then she went and had a shower and i went to have some breakfast. vegemite toast. yum. after my toast i had a shower when natalie was finished. after my shower i started reading a trashy magazine....i read it until about 7:30 and then walked passed ryan, he was awake so i chatted to him for a bit and then checked my email. not a lot of emails, oh well. i decided to go to tafe. i walked outside and decided i'd ask amy and coral for a lift. on my way to their house i rang coral, i woke her up, but it was 8:20am and tafe starts at 9am, so it was a good thing i had woken her. i had an earl grey (from my secret stash at their house) and we went to tafe. i had photography and wasn't really in the mood. i tried printing some b&w pitures from colour negs. took a while to get the time right. break time came slowly. mmm.. coffee. more photography and then josh and i left early to play some frisbee. the frisbee had a few injuries so we went down to sculpture to get some pva. pva can fix almost anything....great stuff. cuz say's it's good for spiking hair too. i think i'll leave that one to him. at lunch i lay on my beach towel for a while, my back was pretty sore and i was starting to get tired. soon amy, coral and cuz came to join me and cuz showed us his bronze trophy for painting little warhammer type things. top stuff, cuz. after lunch josh and i got a lift with Peta to merewhether beach where our class was doing some crazy stuff with food dye in the rock pools. it looked pretty awesome but now my feet look as if i've been walking on fairy bread. the sun made me get a headache so i sat on a rock for a while. Peta gave me a lift home and i had some avocado and tomato on toast for lunch.
i am listening to belle and sebastian.
i might go have a nap. it's been a long day.