abitofanish

almost a month

it's been almost a month since i last typed in this little box and sent it off into the unknown world of the internet. i think i've been a little distracted by the outside world. things are in a blur. like a big painting that looks really cool from ten meters away but when you walk up really close you can't actually make out what it's a painting of. but, i think at the moment i'm not really worried about what life looks like, it's painted in nice colours so thats good enough for now. what i am worried about it the thing that makes the colours look good, the thing that holds it all together - natalie - the frame. my thoughts on the situation are complicated at the moment. my brain is ticking but i can't seem to make out the tune or the lyrics.
(by the way, there is a song, an old song, that goes: 'i can't see me loving nobody but you, for all my life' - if anybody can tell me who it's by and what the name of it i'd be a very happy chicken, heck, i'll be anything you want)
now my train of thought has crashed dammit.
oh, there is a reason i haven't blogged for so long, it's not the best reason but it's more then 'because'. see, a few weeks ago i wrote an entry and went to post it and my computer froze and i lost the entire thing. and it was long. and i was very annoyed.