abitofanish

feeling

Today i'm feeling that sort of soft gooey emotion that is sort of between happiness and bawling your eyes out. sort of mellow i guess. a lot of things have happened today but not really big things - just small things that have quite a big impact...
firstly, while at work this afternoon i realised that it was my second last shift before i move to newcastle. i've been there since mayish 2001 thats about a year and a half. and, well i guess i've grown attatched to all those old people - even the mean ones. suddenly i started getting all gushy about the fact that it was my last night of serving dessert....and tomorrow my last night of washing all those bloody plates in the big huge dishwasher... and my second last time of john coming into the kitchen and saying goodnight.....tomorrow night he won't be 'seeing me at a later date'..... i'm sad, i'm really really sad.
second thing.... when i checked my email after work i had one from The Waifs - well not them exactly but one of their plebs.. anyway, they've started a thing called the waifs street team. basically you fill out a form and if like like you they send you a whole lot of promo stuff for you to hand out around your area so everyone gets a little waif goodness in their lives....and well i am worthy of such a task it seems. so yay for me. the band that wrote the song that changed my life has accepted me as a worthy pleb. i'm so excited.
third. now, i'm not sure what to make of this one yet....but about 6mths i was told by someone that they didn't want to keep contact with me. which would have been fine and forgettable but they wouldn't give me a reason why. *grr* so anyway a few emails were exchanged about this matter and no information was thrown my way. but today....at about 10:25am this person authorised me on their icq list. *gasP isn't icq a means of contacting one another?? what does this mean? was it an accident or has this person changed their mind? or maybe they found out i was recruited as a waifs pleb and wants some of the action....
stay tuned for more .....